Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Surrender. Dedication.

一生愛你,一生敬拜你
一生愛你,一生榮耀你,

一生奉獻,一生不回頭
一生愛你,跟隨你

I love this song. Ever since i got to Calvin, or rather...Grand Rapids Chinese Christian Church, i started listening to more Stream of Praise music. A lot of them were very familiar. We sang this song for STM'09. 

一生奉獻,一生不回頭
一生愛你,跟隨你

一生不回頭 

I have no clue what i want to do in life. All i'm sure of is that i want to devote my life to following God. Never looking back. I know that through my years here at Calvin, God will continue to lead me onto the right path. I can't imagine doing anything else in life other than ministry. 

Teaching elementary, 5th graders to be more specific, was my dream job ever since i was little. I loved playing school. But now, thinking about being a teacher in a public school or even a christian school seems uninteresting. I don't have that passion to teach anymore. I still love kids though. 

I have so many different ideas of what i want to do. YOUTH MINISTRY. PASTOR?. MISSIONARY? WORLD ORGANIZATIONS.  gah. so many interesting choices. i don't have a specific calling yet and i hate that =_______= 

I'm excited to see where God will lead me though. If God is really leading me to the mission field, i need to start preparing myself. It's so hard to leave behind such a comfortable home in america. But it'll be worth it. 

the future is constantly on my mind. maybe i should stop worrying......

愛你是我的喜樂

even if i'm just a housewife. My life will still be devoted to God.


1 comment:

  1. Dear Karen,

    Your posts bring a lot of joy in my heart knowing that you love our Lord so much.

    Your posts also bring back a lot of memories - some of them I almost forgot. Carrying you from car to your room after Friday night fellowship.

    Your posts also encourage me a lot. God holds our future, why worry? As you know, Daddy worries too much. I need to meditate this phrase everyday. Thanks for the Jeremiah verse, that is Awesome!

    Daddy joins a mission organization today to use my computer programming skills to put translated scriptures online so people who do not have bible in their native language or don't have access to them can access the scriptures. This project targets minority people.

    I will commit 10 hours per week to work on this project. I think that most of my evening hours will not go wasted.

    It was nice to talk to you late last night. Call me anytime in a day even early in the morning when you can not sleep. My phone is always near me.

    Love you very much!

    Daddy

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